I have odaxelagnia ._.
Hey there
I'm Dréa Kitty, Andréa, I'm an average teen
I guess. All of the people I call my friends don't want to be around me when I'm not happy and can't stand being around me when I am. The only person I feel that I really have anymore is my boyfriend, Zachariah. He makes me happy, that's all that matters.
Also, Fuck you with a chainsaw c:
for those few wondering my second blog is
http://faaaacckkkkk.tumblr.com/
i dont have a name for her, all i know is shes a bitch. i think she may have conjured herself up when their razor words started. shes proof that i was too weak to deal with real shit at the time. i had 144 cuts at one time on my left leg alone, they were her.I’m glad shes gone for now but sometimes i can feel her trying to claw her way up and pull me back down. i hate how when i tried to tell people they thought i was trying to look cool. how the fuck is having something like this cool?! i try to tell people again theyll just think im crazy, then again it does mean that i am.. but i just want support, not pills…
Things i want;
- a bubble bath with nice smelling bubbles
- some really good sex
- a long cuddle
- a good film to watch with someone
- a warm sunny day out with a book and an iPod
- for all my work to be finished once I’ve done these shoots on Wednesday and Thursday
- for a holiday over the half term, don’t even care if its a travel lodge in wales, just get me out of here.
- something to make me smile
this fucking note
“Dear Dréa,
Since I’m afraid of how you yell my ear off in person, I’m writting this to you. Don’t get me wrong, I love you and all that jazz, just I need to tell you this. Also I am still not mad or anything either… I feel like you’ve become more aggressive after realizing you feelings for Zach. I’m happy [that] you’re happy and stuff, I just don’t like how you’re acting. Not acting or saying you have to change who you are either, of course I wouldn’t say that to you, you’re like the coolest person I know, all I am saying is, is that you should recongnize what ou say or tell people. I do mind you being short with everyone. She (referring to mutual ‘friend’) sees this too. So does ____ . You get to rag on us and our flaws, we all laugh. But if we say one small thing about Zach, you storm off. I won’t even bring up me saying you have a flat ass. Actually, for the record, i think you’re quite hot,so you should be confident. i hope you think this over and not yell or get offended by this. I really intend no harm with this note, just trying to help you out.”
1) i used to beat you and everyone else for a long fucking time and you say i’m aggressive now?!
2) I didn’t get more aggressive when I realized I love him, I just realize I’m tired of your and everyone else’s bull shit.
3) I don’t even rag on your flaws, if i did i’d say your hair is fucking ugly and youre not as smart as you fucking thin you are, ______ is just a fucking annoying judgemental fat ass, and _____ is just an annoying freak. And that’s not even the fucking beginning, but have i ever said ANY of this? No.
4) Of course I’m going to get pissed when you rag on the man I love, on my best friend. the guy who stands by my side and keeps me strong. My best friend. YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW HIM
5) you havent only said that i have a flat ass, youve said i have no tits, i’m too skinny, i have too much acne, you constantly touch my stomach and thigh when you KNOW how self-conscious i am about those parts off my self, and you call me squishy when you do this, And you call me weak.
6) YOU don’t like how I’M acting? how about how all you do is violate me and pin me down all the time and basicly molest me?
7)how the hell would this help me out?!
8) Just fuck you.
Zodiac Signs and the weapons they'd use for murder, and how they'd do it.
- Aries: a knife, lots of stab wounds, especially ones in the face- most likely a rage kill. After they were done stabbing you, they'd start ripping you limb from limb, even if you were already dead.
- Taurus: Their bare hands, and they'd strangle you to death. They'd stare into your eyes intensely as they suffocated you to death, maybe even adding in a few dramatic "I got you in the end, you know." phrases while doing it.
- Gemini: It all depends on what is convenient for them to use as a murder weapon- they're clever, so they'd figure it out quickly. Most cannibals are Geminis, so they'd probably eat you afterwards. If you really fucked them over, maybe they'd cut off your hands and watch you bleed to death, probably laughing while doing it.
- Cancer: They'd take you to the beach and find a secluded area only to tie you to a boulder in the shallows of the beach and watch the tide slowly drown you and sea creatures start to pick at your helpless/crying for help corpse.
- Leo: They'd make a whole sport of it- they'd find a bunch of really sadistic, fucked up people on the black market and put you in a pit filled with big cats (especially lions), you'd here "let the games begin!" and a spotlight would come on the death pit as your torn to shreds.
- Virgo: They'd make it look like an accident somehow. Regardless, no one would ever find out that they did it, because they'd cover their tracks well enough.
- Libra: Similar to the virgo one, but they'd definitely pretend to be distraught by what happened, and mask that they were involved really well...but in order to get you back, they'd get your family, your friends, and other people you cared about to show THEM sympathy, and to be on their side.
- Scorpio: Succinolcholine injection after chloroforming the person helpless. (sp? A horse tranquilizer that is extremely hard to detect and basically make the person POWERLESS to do ANYTHING except suffocate to death. It makes all muscles go soft.) and they'd talk to you about how powerless and helpless you were until you died.
- Sagittarius: beating the shit out of someone until they were literally an unrecognizable bloody mass.
- Capricorn: Shooting someone in the head, mafioso style. They'd want it to be quick and clean, and they'd have organized a team to cover for them, dump the body, and probably hired virgo to hide the evidence.
- Aquarius: It'd either be something really strange, whacky, and off the wall, like killing someone in the middle of a play by planning to have a stage light dropped on them, or they'd make an example of you in front of a bunch of their "followers" which they'd most likely have if they were crazy enough to kill.
- Pisces: They'd capture you and play surgeon, the whole time ranting and raving about "how it feels" to feel pain as intensely as the emotional pain that they feel. They'd make sure that the kill took a long time so that they had a captive audience for a long time- another reason they'd prolongue it is they'd enjoy being the predator instead of the victim for once.
- <p> spot. fucking. on.</p>
